Blah....that's how I am feeling. I am so happy to be pregnant but at the same time I just feel blah all the time. No energy just laziness. I haven't really "cleaned" my house in what feels like weeks. Taking 4 pills a days makes me want to gag. If you know anything about me you know that I am not a pill person. I gag at even the though of a horse pill trying to slide down my throat!
On a more happy note, I went to the Christmas parade tonight. It was pretty good. It got me a little more in the spirit, but not that much. Maybe when it gets closer I will be more in the mood. We'll see.
I have been thinking a lot about what kind of mother I will be. I am so scared that I won't be a good mom. I am scared that I won't be as involved as I would like. Or that I will not bond with my children the way I would like to bond. I am scared that my children won't love me as much as I want them to. I have a lot of worries I guess about the whole parenting thing. I guess only time will tell. I'll talk with yall later!
1 comment:
Emily,
Hang in there!!!!! The sickness and fatigue will pass......Stop worrying about being a good Mom - You and Kent will be wonderful parents - you have so much to offer this baby - it will be blessed with the love you have to offer this wonderful child God is giving you. Take each day slow and try to enjoy your pregnancy, it can be a wonderful time in your life. Your are in my prayers.
Love you,
Brenda and Katie
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