Kent's first day back

Kent is currently at work.  Today was his first day back.  In all honesty, I was anxious about him going back.  Since the day Zoey was born, I knew I would have to eventually be alone again and figure out a routine and new way of life once he went back to work.  And yes I was extremely anxious about it all the way until today.  When Kent left for work, I wasn't anxious.  Yes, I had thoughts of "can I do this?" and "how am I going to get everything that needs to be done, done?".  But I wasn't worried.  Well...  I guess I should have been.  Everything was going fine until bath time.  Zoey didn't want to feed from the breast so I pumped into a bottle.  My momma and daddy were over helping and usually she will take a bottle from my momma...nope.  So I give her a bath.  She calms down a bit and take a little bit of the bottle from my momma.  Still is crying and acting fussy.  I get Jon Kent fed and in bed and then try and feed her again from the breast.  Only sucked a few times and then starts crying.  Finally I get her to sleep and now she is currently in her bouncy seat.  I guess I will take her out in a bit, change her, feed her, and try and get her into her cradle for the night...or 2-3 hours.  Kent comes home at midnight...  Oh how I've missed him already!!