Wednesday, January 4, 2006
Kent's first day back
Kent is currently at work. Today was his first day back. In all honesty, I was anxious about him going back. Since the day Zoey was born, I knew I would have to eventually be alone again and figure out a routine and new way of life once he went back to work. And yes I was extremely anxious about it all the way until today. When Kent left for work, I wasn't anxious. Yes, I had thoughts of "can I do this?" and "how am I going to get everything that needs to be done, done?". But I wasn't worried. Well... I guess I should have been. Everything was going fine until bath time. Zoey didn't want to feed from the breast so I pumped into a bottle. My momma and daddy were over helping and usually she will take a bottle from my momma...nope. So I give her a bath. She calms down a bit and take a little bit of the bottle from my momma. Still is crying and acting fussy. I get Jon Kent fed and in bed and then try and feed her again from the breast. Only sucked a few times and then starts crying. Finally I get her to sleep and now she is currently in her bouncy seat. I guess I will take her out in a bit, change her, feed her, and try and get her into her cradle for the night...or 2-3 hours. Kent comes home at midnight... Oh how I've missed him already!!