Deep Breath

I would like to go on record by saying this... Trying to prepare to go to college was a lot easier when I was 1)Still in high school and had teachers, my parents, guidance counselors breathing down my neck to fill out all my applications for schools, scholarships, etc. 2)Younger and felt I had my whole life ahead of me and all the time in the world and 3) I was living with my parents.  If I had a question or wanted help getting the ball moving all I had to do was ask them.  Now that I'm 7 years from my high school graduation and 5 years from my *first* college graduation I feel completely lost.  Like where in the world do I start?  How do I get this ball moving?  I know once it's all said and done and I'm holding my degree all this will be worth it.  But it's stressful thinking about how I'm going to do this.  How am I going to juggle being a wife, mother and student?  Where is the money going to come from (do they sell those money trees yet?)?  How will the kids react to me not being around as much?  And when will I find time to study?  Good gracious alive.  Where to start.. where to start.. where to start...