So, first let me tell you...for the most part I am enjoying being pregnant. Watching my tummy grow...feeling stretching of muscles...knowing the baby is just making room. It's a good feeling knowing that you are housing another human inside you. They are feeding off of your body. They depend on me even before they really know who I am. It's a good feeling. A feeling that only a mother has any idea what it is like. I can't wait to feel the baby move and I can't wait to feel the first hic-up. BUT...this having to go to the bathroom every 30 minutes...whew...its getting to me...lol. I enjoy it though in a small way. It's like the baby is letting me know its there. My breasts are sore...sometimes to the point where I think...OK...do we really have to hurt this much?!?!?! But I know that its worth it. And through my last two pregnancies that ended in miscarriages it a sense of relief because I have never felt before what I am feeling now. It's a good feeling. It's hard to explain but I know many of you know what I mean... I love this baby more than life itself and I have never met this baby...or touched this baby...but it's MY baby. Something that I helped make. I never realize what a miracle babies truly are. And I thank God for taking me through the pain and suffering just so I could truly see what miracles babies truly are...it's something I hope I never take forgranted. I hope I love this baby beyond what I have ever dreamed... There is already a bond that is unexplainable...I can't wait to share all the moments of pregnancy and life with this child...I just can't wait...
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