Friday, October 31, 2003

HAPPY NOVEMBER!!!!

I can't believe that it is already November!  It seems like yesterday it was Summer!  Time really does fly the older you get!  Anyways, I am so excited that it is November.  The weather, hopefully, will get cooler and then Thanksgiving!!!!!  I LOVE Thanksgiving for many reasons.  Kent and I started a tradition that the day before Thanksgiving we eat "snacks" for supper.  Like those tiny wennies and that cheese stuff...I've forgotten the name of it...anyways we started doing that.  Then on Thanksgiving we get up and watch the Macy's Thanksgiving parade while we get dressed and ready to go to Granny's for the "Owens family" Thanksgiving lunch that then turns into supper.  It's a great time.  I don't know if we will be able to do the next thing this year or not cause Kent's work schedule may interfer...we'll see.  Anyways, you know how Wal-Mart closes for Thanksgiving well they reopen at midnight.  We used to go and wait for them to open and we would go in and do a little shopping for stocking stuffers and stuff.  Like I said, I don't know if we'll get to do that or not this year.  Maybe!

I have been cleaning since Kent left for work.  I've been cleaning out drawers and cleaing all the door fronts of the cabinets and stuff like that.  Once I get through with this entry I'll probably go and continue to clean until I get tired enough to go to bed.  BTW, my craft room is almost done.  Just a few more things and then clean up and then I'll be in there!  I am so excited.  Well, I'm off.  I'll talk with yall later!  GOBBLE GOBBLE!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

I totally meant to at 12:01am......since I am up......to say Happy Halloween.  not that it's some big Holiday like Christmas or Thanksgiving, but it is one holiday closer to those.  And wow...October flew by.  Well, on to the next holiday! 

And for those of you who are saying....man its 3:40 in the morning why is't she asleep!?!?!?  Well, for many reasons, but the most important is because I am a big fat chicken!  Actually, I am not as bad as I used to be, but I still haven't conquered my fear of being alone.  Someday perhaps....just not today.  I'll be in the bed in about an hour or so....oh well.  And for my daddy who I know is reading this...hush!  Cause I know you are shaking your head cause I am still up!  It's ok though, cause I got alot done.  I made more bracelets and I wrote 3 count them 3 entries in my journal!  I could be doing a lot worse!

TRICK OR TREAT!

Five years from now...

Five years from now....where do I see myself?  What will I be?  Where will I be?  I have many questions of where my life will be in 5 years.  Here are some of my goals that I wouldn't mind achieving by then.  I would like to be in a different home.  Hopefully one with 3 or more bedrooms and 2 baths.  I hope to have atleast one child if not two.  I hope that I have taken some classes in photography and have been doing some odd little photography jobs.  I hope that my "bracelet" business has expanded into something really great.  Maybe a bead store or maybe a custom jewlery shop, where I can custom make bracelets or necklaces or whatever.  I hope that Kent has moved up into his career, hopefully where he has an office job and some normal hours.  So far, these are all my goals.  It will be interesting to see what happens!

Thursday, October 30, 2003

If I had ten million dollars....

Nothing new happened to me today.  Just spent some time with the hubby and finished up the painting in the etrxa bedroom.  Nothing special.

I was thinking....what would I do if I had ten million dollars.  First of all I would give atleast 10% to God cause that's what you are supposed to do.  I would buy my parents a plot of land wherever they wanted and then give them 500,000 to build a house, decorate, etc. and then I would pay off all their debt and buy my daddy a TRUCK and my moma a PT crusier.  I would then do the same for Kent's parents and buy them whatever cars they wanted.  I would then buy me and Kent a house and new cars.  I would put about a million in savings for my kid's college tutions in the future.  I would then put 100,000 dollars for each kid for when they get married....goodness knows weddings cost ALOT!  That way they can have their dream wedding without worring about all the money details.  Then I would give 500,000 dollars to the American Cancer Foundation.  500,000 dollars to the American Heart Foundation.  Cause both illnesses took away friends and family of mine.  I would give money to the United Way, the Good Will, and other organizations that help out the homeless.  If Ihad any left I would take a year of traveling the world for the hubby and me....goodness knows after having kids we'll need it!  LOL jk.  After that I would just enjoy the rest of the money if any by shopping and just enjoying life without having to worry about money.  A girl can dream can't she?!?!?!?

Wednesday, October 29, 2003

Painting my life away...

Today was a busy day.  Kent and I (and my daddy) painted our extra bedroom and are almost finish with it.  We just have to put the bead board around the bottom portion of it.  I am getting so excited.  This time Friday I should be in there with all my crafty things.  I am really looking forward to it. 

Besides painting Kent and I watch the Matrix...well Kent did...I slept.  I took a sleeping pill LAST night and it still hasn't worn off!  I got up one time during the night and I swear I felt like I was in a fog.  I barely remember getting back into bed.  But I got some gooooood sleep! 

I think next week will be when I have the big "O".  I hope anyways.  If my body is back in order.  I hope it is.  I am getting excited, but I am trying not to get my hopes up.  Cause the last time Kent and I were trying it took us almost a year.  We'll see...they say you are more fertile once you have miscarriaged and had a D&C.  I've got my fingers crossed!

My friend had her baby yesterday...the baby was 6 weeks premature.  Last night the baby's heart rate dropped to 50.  They say she isn't doing so well.  Please pray for her and the parents.  I couldn't imagine having to go through something like that.  I'll try and keep yall updated!

Well, I guess that is all!  I'll talk with yall later!!!

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

I've got bracelets....and earrings!

I've got some pictures of some of my bracelets and earrings.  I hope yall like them.  If you want one just email me and tell me and I will mail it to you.  Please tell others about them too.  I sell them to have a little extra cash for Christmas!  Enjoy!

Am I a loser or what?!?!?!

OK.  Am I a total loser or what?  Last night when I was sooo bored cause Kent was at work...I was looking around the internet trying to get ideas for Christmas gifts.  Well, I always go to OldNavy.com and look and see what they have in their bargain section.  Well, I was looking around and I look up and see "Maternity".  I was like ummm I wonder what they have.  So, I looked around there.  I found myself saying, "I could be wearing that right now.  Or maybe if I can get preggo right now, right this very second I could wear that one."  Umm, sad really when you think about it.  But oh well...I can dream can't I?

Kent is still sleeping....he had to work midnight til 8.  He told me to wake him up at 2:30pm which is in a few minutes.  It's hard enough to wake him up at 4:00pm.  So we'll see how this one goes!  I'm cooking his favorite dinner tonight.  It's chicken and some weird type of noodles with cream of chicken poured over it.  It's pretty good!  If I do say so myself...

I made a ton of bracelets last night.  I think I made 14 bracelets and 6 pair of earrings!  I was so excited.  They came out so good!  I know I said I would get yall some pictures.  And I will!  I'll have to get my dad's digital camera and take some shots!  Hopefully in a few days I'll have some up here!  Well, I guess that is all....I'm off to wake the hubby up...woohoo!  I'll talk with yall later!

Monday, October 27, 2003

Woohoo!

I did soooo much today.  I got up and washed clothes, straightened my house up, primed all the trim in the extra bedroom, cooked supper, and took a shower.  I went to Wally World and then came home and sorted out my beads and got most of them all organized.  I am going to make some bracelets in a little bit once I get off this thing. 

I am sooo ready to get preggo.  And I know that yall will get tired of me talking about it, but oh well cause it's something that is important to me and I am going to talk about it....A LOT.  Anyway, I am ready to be preggo.  I can't wait to have a little baby in the house.  With all the baby noises....screams....lol....it will be worth it though.  I can't wait to feel the first kick or the first wiggle in my tummy.  I won't take for granted those things during pregnancy.  I know that there will be times that I'll complain cause I am uncomfortable or whatever but for the most part I hope that I enjoy the time cause I know now that it can all end and end so quickly and unexpectantly.  I can't wait to write in here...I AM PREGNANT!!!!  Until then.....just talk. 

Kent is off tomorrow and Wednesday!  YAY YAY!!!!  We get to spend some quality time together and we also get to finish that extra bedroom!  I'm looking forward to it! 

The weather here has gotten a lot cooler!  It was like in the 60s today.  Sooo nice.  It felt like fall should feel.  Only thing is I think it's suppose to warm up in the next couple of days.  Hopefully it won't warm up too much.  Halloween is just better when it is cooler...especially if you have a hot, heavy costume.  I'm not dressing up or anything...I haven't done that since I was like in the 5th grade!  But I am handing out candy.  Come by and get some!  I'll be here!  =)  Well, I guess I'll talk with yall later!

Sunday, October 26, 2003

I've got feelings......

Isn't that a song?  Anyway, I have been having soooo many feelings lately.  And honestly, I don't know what the feelings really are or what they mean.  I have been overwhelmed with feelings.  From wanting a baby now to not wanting one cause I am afraid my body will reject it or that things just won't turn out like they are supposed to.  I have feelings of where my whole life is right now.  It's crazy sounding I know, but its just the way I am feelig right now.  I know the only person that understands one word I am saying is me...and eventually I'll get everything straight, but until then I will just have to stuggle with this and hopefully have everything worked out soon.  I need to take a sleeping pill and just crash for the night.  Maybe I'll do that later on...we'll see....or I may be back in a couple of hours writing about something else...who knows.  Keep checking for updates!  Later gators!

Saturday, October 25, 2003

Breastfeeding...

BREASTFEEDING???  You may ask...don't you have to have a baby to do that?  Well duh!!  But I was thinking into the future.  I have always planned to breastfeed my child.  The question for me was always how long.  Would I do it for 6 months, or a year, or two years?  Or would I do it until the baby got on solid foods.  My question probably will not be answered until I have a baby to  "latch on" and start the natural process.  But still it's good to do research on the topic and get ideas on what to do and how its done and so forth.  There are a lot of benefits to breastfeeding.  Some I've never heard of.  But I was reading another woman's journal and she has on there 101 reasons to breastfeed your child.  I'll have to get the link on my favorite websites.  It's very informative.  It's a lot of reading but still you have ever thought about breastfeeding your children its a must read!  I don't know what brought me to write about all this...just thought I would.  Have a good night....umm...day...umm whatever it is when you read this!  And enjoy that extra hour of sleep.....night all!

Just because....

Today so far has been an uneventful day.  I say so far...it's already 9:00pm here.  So I guess my day is pretty much over.  And I've done nothing.  I made breakfast for Kent before he had to go to work.  I cooked biscuits, sausage, and eggs.  It was pretty good.  I wasn't all that hungry, but it was good.  I am now at my parent's house watching the Auburn football game, which to this point is not the greatest game in the world.  We are getting our butts kicked!  Oh well.

I think later on this weekend or sometime this coming up week I am going to finish priming our extra bedroom and get it ready to be painted.  I'll be glad when that room gets done for many reasons.  One reason is, we started back when I was preggo in August.  And it sits the same as it was then.  Reason number two is because once its done, I can make into a craft room...atleast until we are preggo again.  Until that happens I can work with my beading in there instead of on the living room floor!

I am so ready to be pregnant again.  I am really hoping it happens soon.  It's been a little over two months since we miscarriaged and the doctors have said that we can start trying again.  I hope this next pregnancy is a healthy one.  Even though I am ready for another chance, I am also really scared.  Scared that my body will reject it or that the baby just won't develope correctly.  I can only hope and pray for a healthy baby next go around.  I'll keep yall updated.

Well, it's time for me to go and finish watching this Auburn game...woohoo.  I'll talk with yall later!

Friday, October 24, 2003

Spring cleaning in October?

Well....today had been a good day.  I mean everyday is a good day cause I have my health and I have people that love me.  I'm not starving or naked.  But today is a day that I really felt needed.  I cleaned my parent's house cause they are having company over tonight and they wanted it to look real nice.  So I stayed there almost two hours just cleaning and making everything look real nice.  I then came home and did the same thing to my house.  It was already clean but I wanted it "Spring cleaned".  So I vac. my carpets and mops all the floors (wood floors throughout the whole house), the bathroom is spotless, the kitchen is clean and looking nice.  The only thing I didn't do was dust.  But that won't take me too long to do someother time.  I then hopped in the shower to "clean" myself.  I am now sitting here just enjoying the beautiful day that God has given me and reading emails and journals.  I am fixing to go dry my hair and get dressed to go to my parent's to eat.  Kent and I are part of the company that is go to my parent's tonight!  Well, I hope everyone has a great Friday and a great weekend!  I'll talk with yall later!

Thursday, October 23, 2003

Good day

OK.  Today was a pretty good day.  It was busy but good.  I cooked pancakes...and this time I came out of it happy.  I did a good job...I think.  After breakfast I went to my parent's house and tanned.  I enjoy tanning.  I don't know why, but I just feel better when I have a bit of color to my skin.  Anyways, I came home and took a shower and got dressed to go to town.  I went to Pell City and got some beads.  I needed them cause I have an order to fill by next week.  Well, after bead shopping I came back home.  I picked up the flowers I bought for my friend who had surgery and went to her house to give them to her.  She is still feeling a bit down and all but she will recover nicely.  I then came home and cooked supper for the hubby and we ate it.  It was good.  We then watched Friends which was good.  And then Kent and I played YATHZEE(sp?).  He won one game and I won the other.  It was fun.  Now, I am on this thing and I am fixing to get off and spend some time with the hubby.  I'll talk with yall later!

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

I'm too proud

Well....today was a really good day.  I got up and exercised...yay...that took an act of congress in and off itself!  Then I went to Food World and got some...umm food.  I was proud cause I actually used coupons...I never did it before...thought it was a waste of time...but I saved $7 so what the hey!  Well, after that I came home and started supper.  IT WAS GOOD!  But before eating I got a call from some STRANGER well not really a stranger but someone I really wouldn't talk to on any given day.  Anyway, they ordered 6 bracelets and 2 pair of earrings.  I was way too excited.  Well, after that I went to my parent's house to tan.  I put some of this tanning stuff on and I got burnt!  Well, atleast I am brown now...it's all good.  Well, I came home and watched Smallville with my hubby...which is always nice.  Then took a shower and I then went to Wally World.  I went to get my grandmother a b-day gift.  Then to Winn-Dixie.  I got some flowers for a friend who had surgery today.  Those are some NICE NICE flowers!  Now, I am home.  That's my day!  I'll talk with yall later!

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

UGH...Budgeting

Well, today I have pretty much done absolutely NOTHING.  Which is really a Catch 22.  I enjoy not doing anything, but at the same time I feel guilty for not doing anything and feeling like I'm not contributing to the household.  I feel bad that Kent works and I don't.  I mean I do, as in washing the clothes, washing the dishes, cleaning, cooking(for the most part), and just the odds and ends of the house as a whole.  But I don't bring in any actual money.  I don't know. 

I've been trying to budget all the money.  The inflows and the outflows of all the money.  How much is brought in and how much goes out in bills and what not.  So far not much success.  I can't really do much without Kent, because he handles most of the bills and all that.

What I did actually do today:  I washed dishes and I went to my parent's house to tan.  And now I am home.  THE END...

OH.  Thanks to my daddy and Dani for commenting on my journal.  I guess I have atleast two people reading my stuff...THANKS!

Monday, October 20, 2003

I'm bored...and I have a question

OK.  I am sooo bored and I am just sitting here waiting on the hubby to get home.  But I was wondering.  DOES ANYONE...AND I MEAN ANYONE READ THIS JOURNAL BESIDES MY DADDY?  The reason I was wondering was because no one leaves me any comments or anything.  Even if I don't know you or you don't know me...leave me a message!  I would love to know that people are still reading my journal.  Anyways, that's all I wanted to ask.  Whoever you are...leave me a message and let me know you read my stuff! 

I have been searching the internet for Christmas gift ideas.  I have already bought two people something.  I am so in the Christmas shopping mood and it's not even Halloween yet.  LOL.  Oh well.  I still don't know what I am getting Kent.  He said something about getting me furniture for Christmas.  The reason being is because the furniture we have is way too big for our house and plus its done its job and we want something different.  Lesli, one of my friends, said something about getting furniture for Christmas from Jared and that's where I got the idea for Kent to get it for me.  But I never thought he would.  I guess he picked up on my little hints.  Oh well.  I'll talk with yall later!

My Monday

Well, today was a very uneventful Monday.  I got up and tried to cook some more pancakes.  It didn't go so well.  I totally messed up my kitchen and it totally made me mad.  I swore to myself I would never cook pancakes again...but I think I will.  Maybe not tomorrow but someday.  After all that fun, I finished washing clothes and then took a shower.  After all that I watched some TV and waited on Kent to leave for work.  Once he went to work I "powered" cleaned the house and then went to my parents.  I watch 7th Heaven and ate some pizza.  I am now home.  I totally feel like a fat, fat, fat, fat cow and I really need to exercise but I am too lazy to actually get up and do it.  Oh well.  Maybe I will get some energy and get up and do it.  I don't know.  We'll see.  I'll talk with yall later!

Sunday, October 19, 2003

Nothing to do

I didn't have anything else to do so I decided to type in my journal.  I am waiting on my hubby to get home so that we can spend some time together and then to bed...to sleep.  I have been tired pretty much all day.  I guess I am still recovering from the Auburn game and all the walking we had to do.  Plus, I keep day dreaming of my warm, soft bed with my electric blanket.  I get sleepy just typing about it.  OH!  I went to my parent's and got my daddy to try and balance my checkbook.  Up until about 2 months ago I could balance the checkbook to the penny, but for whatever reason I was off like $160!  I was like whoa!  So we fixed it and now I am back to being balanced!  That was a burden lefted!  Thanks daddy!  Anyways, I really don't have much to talk about.  I guess I could update yall on the trailer situation.  We are getting a trailer...as far as I know.  I was afraid that it was going to be like another year before we got to get one.  But now I think it will be early next year...around Feb. or March.  I can only hope.  Oh, I am also looking at going back to school.  For photography.  I have always wanted to do that, but I took the easy road.  I wanted to get married so I just took a major that would come easy for me.  So that is why I have an accounting degree.  I am thinking about going to JSU and take a couple of classes.  Hopefully, I will be snapping away and earning some extra cash on the side for me and Kent!  We'll see.  Well, I guess that is all!  I'll talk with yall later!

Sleepy

Well, for the most part today has been a pretty good day.  I didn't want to get out of bed this morning cause I was all nice and warm from my electric blanket and the house was cold.  But I managed to get out anyways.  I took a shower and then cooked some breakfast.  I was dishes and then got ready to go to church.  Off we go.  After church we came home and I started washing some clothes.  Then we go to Kent's Granny's to eat lunch.  It was good.  I spent some time with the in-laws and chatted and all that good stuff.  Kent left for work about 3:15 and I continued to talk with the in-laws.  I am now at home waiting for the clothes to dry and then I am off to my parent's house to eat and shop with my moma.  I am also going to tan while I am there.  That should be all I do today.  Nothing exciting.  But tomorrow is my cleaning day and boy do I need to exercise!  I'll talk with yall later!

Saturday, October 18, 2003

A-U-B-U-R-N..WARRR EAGLE HEY!

Today was a good day.  Kent and I went to the Auburn vs. Mississippi State game.  It was such a good game.  Almost right off the bat Auburn scores.  Only real draw back of the game was that we sat in the sun the whole entire game.  We are both sun burnt.  But we still had a blast.  We watched the Tiger Walk and got to see all the players and coaches.  I am now looking for Auburn vs Alabama tickets for basketball season.  They go on sale in Jan.  I think I am going to buy like 4 or so tickets so Kent and I can go and take some friends with us or whatever.  Last year I bought Kent basketball tickets and he took his dad, grandfather, and brother.  I hope we get to go this year.  Well, I guess that is all for today.  WARRRRR EAGLE HEY!

Thursday, October 16, 2003

MLB stinks!

OK.  So I was all excited about watching Friends tonight.  Well, about an hour before it was supposed to come on...wham....NBC decided to show reruns because of the playoff games.  Which to be honest I don't blame them but still....I wanted to watch my Friends....oh well.  Since the Braves were out I wanted the Cubs to win....after all that mess and they got ripped off I now want the Red Socks to win.  Oh well....in the end it really doesn't matter to me who wins...they all get paid too much!

Porky the Pig for supper

Well, today all in all had been a pretty good day.  The weather here is totally perfect.  Not too hot not too cold...the sun is shining, clear blue sky.  WONDERFUL.  I went to my parent's today to clean and get their house looking good.  I was proud after I got done cleaning.  After cleaning I tanned.  And then I came home and took a shower.  Then off to buy some food.  Now, I am back home and cooking pork chops and potatoes.  I can't wait to eat.  Kent is snoozing away.  Poor thing.  He had to work from 4-12 yesterday and then 7-4 today.  He is so tired.  After we eat we are going to watch FRIENDS...YAY!!!!  Well, that is all for today.  I'll talk with ya later!

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

We're tryin'....I swear

Well, so far nothing new today.  I got up and cooked pancakes and bacon.  Yumm!  Anyways, it was my first time cooking pancakes.  I have cooked waffles before just not pancakes.  I think I did pretty well for my first time.  Now, I am just waiting on Kent to go to work and then I am gonna straighten up my house and then off to my parents to tan. 

Well, it has been almost 2 months since we lost the baby.  And I am itching to be pregnant again.  I'm ready to have a little one growing inside me.  I'm also scared too.  Just from the last experience it has me a little scared.  But we are trying.  I'm hoping that by our 2nd anniversary that I will be pregnant again.  Here's hoping!

Last night I worked out and did all my walking excersises.  I felt better once I got going.  I'm hoping that I will start dropping some sizes and pounds.  I hate feeling fat.  It's like in my top 5 worst feelings that I have ever experienced.

UPDATE:  No trailor.  Well, not yet.  Kent and I made a deal that we would have the land cleared, a road to the spot of land done.  Have the land tested and ready to put in a water line and a spetic tank all done by Christmas.  We'll see.  Well, I guess that is all.  I'll talk with yall later!

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

To lose or not to lose

OK.  So I have been thinking a lot about really truly trying to lose some weight.  When I went to the doctor the other day I weighed 139 pounds.  I have NEVER weighed that much soaking wet!  I have been exercising really hard(except for the last week) ever since I had the miscarriage.  It's kind of like my relief and my way of grieving and getting all my stress out.  Anyways, so I went and looked at some diet pills to kinda give me that boost to lose some weight.  Well, as I was doing some research I found that the one pill I was looking at has caused a lot of deaths.  So that was out, but I am still at the point where I really want to lose some weight.  Maybe 10 or so pounds.  I don't know really want to do.  I just know that I constantly feel fat.  And no I don't have an eating disorder.  Or maybe I do...I love to eat way too much!  Oh well.

Update on the trailor thing...still no trailor.  I'm still a bit angry but I know in due time everything will work out.  Still don't like the situation but what can I do now?  So here I am...right back at square one.  Oh well.  Well, I guess that is all for tonight!  I'll talk with yall later!

Monday, October 13, 2003

So the question is......

OK.  So the question is...Is today better than yesterday?  Umm about 15% better.  We still aren't getting a trailer.  I guess for now we are just going to save our money and whatever happens happens.  Honestly, as much as I want to remain here in Alabama and stay near my family and friends, I think the only real way for me and Kent to really live our lives and not have "others" influence our decisions is to move.  And with Kent in the line of work that he is in, it could easily happen.  I just get so angry that people tell us that now that we are married that we need to stand on our own two feet and make our own decisions and when we try to do exactly that they tell us what we should be doing. <~~~made more sense in my head.  I wish I had enough of a backbone to stand up to them myself, but as someone once told me, "Once you say something in anger you never can take it back."  If I said half the stuff I wanted to it would kill the already wounded relationship that I have with these people.  I try so hard to make them like me and love me, but I guess I should just live me life and if they don't like me then so be it.  I love them and although I wish our relationship could be better I can't make them want a relationship with me.  And I don't mean a "blah" relationship.  I mean a true loving, caring relationship that you know that you could just drop by their house alone without Kent being with me and know that I am at home and that I am wanted there.  Anyways, enough with my babble.  My day for the most was an usual Monday.  I straightened up the house and washed clothes.  I went to Wal-Mart to get some things and now I am at home.  I guess that is really all.  I'll talk with yall later!

Sunday, October 12, 2003

GRRRR UGH UGH UGH GRRRRRR

OK.  So today is one of those days that you wish you never had to live through but you know you do just cause it's all a part of life<~~~~really didn't make much sense.  Anyways, if you were reading my previous entries you would know that I was all excited about getting a trailerand finally moving out of the house we are currently in.  Don't get me wrong, I love the house we are in.  For one, its rent free and two its easy to clean.  But it is so small and we are trying to expand our family and once that happens we will be busting out of the walls!  So anyways, back to my story.  We were getting a trailer and all that good stuff until Kent was pretty much talked out of it by...well I really rather not say...but anyways, I cried and cried and cried and whenever I think about it I cry somemore.  It doesn't help any either that my hormones are totally wacked up and that I have been crying cause I still grieve for losing the baby.  But that's another entry in and of its self.  I don't know it just seems that all my emotions and feelings that I have been trying to control finally took over me and I just blew up!  Grrr...I still get mad just thinking about it all.  Oh well, on tomorrow....here's hoping it will be better!  I'll talk with yall later!

Saturday, October 11, 2003

WAR EAGLE!!!

First of all....WAR EAGLE!!!! YAY!! YAY!!  I am so proud of Auburn!  They had a rough start at the first of the season and to be honest I was losing hope.  But once again they showed me I should have more faith in them!  Two weeks in a row they have beat an undefeated team!  Next week they play Mississippi State.  I bought Kent tickets to that game for his birthday.  We going to see them next week.  Kent is totally excited about it.  Me too!  One last time...WARRRRRRRRR EAGLE HEY!  Once Kent goes to work I am heading over to my parent's house to visit with them and tan.  My moma is cooking chilli and I guess we will just sit around and watch TV after that.  Tomorrow we are going to church and then to Granny's to eat lunch.  I am hoping that we will draw names for Christmas while we are there.  I have to know who to buy for and I am kinda wanting to get some of it done now.  Cause once we start moving things are going to be crazy around here.  Tomorrow we are also going to go look at the land we are putting the trailer on and make sure that is really where we want our land we be.  Besides all that, tomorrow will be an easy going day.  Well, I guess that is all.  I'll talk with yall later!

 

Friday, October 10, 2003

I am TIRED!

Today was a busy, busy day.  Kent, my daddy, and I went once again trailer shopping.  We went to 3 places and then we finally narrowed it down to 2 trailers.  So we looked at both of them and tired to memorize them as much as we could.  Well, guess what.....we finally found the one we want.  It's a 2003 Clayton Nova model.  It has 3 spacous(sp?) bedrooms and 2 bathrooms.  Nice kitchen and livingroom area.  I really like it.  We have pretty much claimed it as ours and all we really have to do now is put the down payment on it and them prep the land and all that "fun" stuff.  We still have a few more weeks before we can even put the trailer on the land.  I'm getting really excited about it.  I can't wait!  I'll keep yall updated.  I'll talk with yall later!

Thursday, October 9, 2003

Shopping....for a house!

OK.  So I know yall are like what?  Well, Kent and I are house shopping.  Well, really trailer shopping.  We currently are living in a two bedroom one bath house.  We have some land that we can have and we are now looking for a trailer to put on the land.  We plan to live in the trailer anywhere from 5-10 years and then build a house that we want then.  We really need more space cause we are totally out growing the house we are in.  I'm really getting excited about moving.  We are going to be living only about 300 yards from where we live now.  Kent's grandfather owns a ton of land and we are just going to put the trailer on his pawpaw's land.  We will also be living next door to his parents.  So that will be good.  I'm really anxious about it all.  I'm ready to get everything going and done.  We are pretty sure we will be in our new home before Christmas!  Keep yall's fingers crossed.  As for tomorrow we are off shopping again.  We have narrowed it down to about 3 or 4 trailers.  We just need to really pin point the one we want and go for it! Well, I guess that is all for today.  I'll keep yall updated.  I'll talk with yall later!

Wednesday, October 8, 2003

Doctor...Doctor...Doctor

Today was quite a day.  I went to the doctor to have a check-up and make sure that everything was healing properly from my D&C.  I went to another doctor cause I wasn't satisfied with the way things were handled with my last doctor.  For example:  the last doctor told me that he didn't know what went wrong in my pregnancy...WRONG.  The doctor I went to today told me pretty much all that went wrong in the pregnancy.  Next example:  the last doctor didn't even examine me to make sure my body was healing.  The doctor today did and told me that everything was just fine.  Example #3:  the last doctor wasn't friendly nor was he compassionate about our loss.  The doctor today told me how sorry he was and gave me hope for future pregnancies.  The doctor today told us that in the next 2 or so months would be ideal times for us to start trying again.  He told me that nothing was wrong with Kent or me.  But it's just something that happens.  The type of miscarriage that I had is the most common type of miscarriage and that our next pregnancy has an 80% chance of surviving.  I'm really happy with the doctor today.  He was really nice and I really couldn't ask for more from him.  I give him 5 stars ***** .  Well, I guess that's all.  I'll talk with yall later!

Tuesday, October 7, 2003

Rain, Rain go away!

Well, for the most part of my day it has been raining.  I like rain....when we need it, but we really don't need it so much right now.  Anyway, besides the rain, everything has been going pretty well.  I went to get my hair cut and I was excited to find out that I had sold a couple of bracelets there.  My hair still looks the same though.  I like it the way it is, but I want one of those hair cuts that when you walk by someone you can tell that they want your hair cut too.  You know what I mean?  For those of you who don't know, I got my hair totally chopped off about 6 weeks ago.  I took off atleast 6 inches.  I had been growing it for more than a year and was really wanting it to get longer, but the more I let it grow the more I wanted it cut.  Oh well.  Pretty much, all that I have done today is just hang around the house and got on and off the internet.  Oh, Kent and I are looking at moving.  We really don't know when we are going to move but pretty much it is set that we are moving.  I'm excited and kind of sad at the same time.  The house that we live in now is crowded and we really need some more room, especially since we are going to have children someday.  But I am sad cause this house was the first for me and Kent.  Oh well.  I'll keep yall posted on all the details.  I'll talk with yall later!

Monday, October 6, 2003

Monday...UGH

Monday...UGH!  I have never really been a Monday kind of person.  Unless it was my birthday or Christmas.  I got up as usual and got dressed.  I went to Food World to buy some food and things.  Then went to Rite-Aid and then home.  Since Kent goes into work at 4 we have "supper" at 1.  So we grilled some steaks and I made some french fries.  After that I started cleaning my house.  Monday is my cleaning day.  So I cleaned my whole house and now I am just relaxing for awhile.  I am waiting on the clothes to be dried and then I am going to head to my parents house to see them.  They just got back from Florida from vacation.  I am going to tan while I am there.  Then it's back here to wait on hubby to come home.  Tomorrow I am getting my hair trimmed.  So tomorrow should be better than today.  Well, I will talk with yall later!

Sunday, October 5, 2003

Sunday Routine

Nothing new today really.  Went to church and one again it was really good.  Lesli and Jared went with us.  After church Kent and I went and ate at Granny's.  It was good as always.  Then Kent went to work and I just watched some TV.  I watche Trading Spaces 100 Grand.  That was so good.  After that I just hung around the house.  Nothing really happened today.  I'll talk with yall later!

Saturday, October 4, 2003

Dress shopping

Well, today was just a regular Saturday for me and Kent.  We got up at about 10:30 or so and we ate breakfast.  I played on the computer for a little bit and then watched some TV.  Then we went to my parent's house and I cleaned and Kent helped!  I was so proud of him.  After we got done cleaning, I went and tanned.  Then we came back home where we just played around and just enjoyed each other before he had to go to work.  After all that I went and exercised and he took a shower.  After exercising I got back on here where I still am.  Kent just left for work and I am about to get in the shower and then go fall/winter dress shopping.  I only have one dress left from yesterday's cleaning!  I'm excited about going shopping.  I am always...well usually...in the mood to shop!  Well, I guess that is all for today.  I'll talk with yall later!

Friday, October 3, 2003

Full day!

Hey all.  Today was a full day.  I cleaned the house.  Well, I really just straightened it up a bit.  And then I went through all our winter and summer clothes.  I got out our winter clothes and put up our summer.  We ended up giving away 9 bags of clothes and shoes to the Hannah Home.  I was just amazed at how much we have and then we are still so crowded in this house.  Anyways, after that we went to Lesli's and Jared's house and ate with them and played games.  We had fun.  I hope we get to do it again sometime.  After that Kent and I went to...drum roll please.......WAL-MART!  Who would have guessed it!  We had to buy an organizer for our shoes...and an electric blanket!  So we can be warm and cozzy at night.  Anyways, now I am fixing to get off this thing and just chill and go to bed.  I'll talk with yall later!

Thursday, October 2, 2003

Shopping, having fun, and shopping

Hey all!  Today was a busy day.  Kent and I got up and went to Micky D's to get a McGriddle...have yall had one yet.  I'm not a huge fan of McDonald's to begin with but those McGriddles are gooood!  Anyway, after that we went to PC to the Wally Superdeluxcenter(LOL)...after that we came back to town and went to Fred's and then to Marvin's, Wal-Mart and then Food World...whew.  It was fun.  Oh, we also went to Blockbuster's and rented a movie, Daddy Day Care, it was a good movie too.  Funny!  Anyways, we came home and just layed out around.  Kent had to get his hair cut so before he did that we ran to the bank to see my moma and I made some money there for selling some of my bracelets and things.  I was pretty excited about that.  Anyways, we came home and I rearranged some things on my hay "project" and made it look all cute.  After that I cooked some supper and then we watched "Friends".  It was just too funny!  I love that show!  Anyways, then we went to my parent's house and visited them for awhile.  After that we went to Winn-Dixie and got some cookies to bake and some boiled peanuts to eat.  We came come and watched the movie and ate cookies and peanuts!  We have had a blast hanging out together.  We have wrestled(not what yall are thinking....get your head out of the gutter!) and laughed!  We just have had fun today.  Tomorrow we are going to eat with Lesli and Jared.  They are cooking out for us.  It should be fun.  Anyways, I guess that is all!  I will talk with yall later!

Wednesday, October 1, 2003

HAY! HAY!

Well, today was pretty much a regular day.  I got up, I ate, I worked out, and I made some more bracelets.  I've started putting out Halloween/Thanksgiving stuff today.  I put out some square hay thingies and decorated them all pretty and stuff.  I am really happy about how they came out.  We still need to put some potted flowers on there, but Marvins wasn't open today, so maybe later on we can get some.  I took some pictures of it and I will post them as soon as they get developed.  I am also going to take some pics of my bracelets.  So all those will be posted soon as well.  Well, I am excited cause Kent is off for the next two days so that is going to be fun.  I'm glad we will have the next couple of days to spend together and just be able to relax.  Anyways, that is all for today I think.  I'll talk with yall later!